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Name: Morgan
Gender: Male
Interests: i don't know... i don't like things that most guys like... like cars and sports... most people try to stay away from me, so i try to stick with my Jesus--He loves me unconditionally, you know. :)
Expertise: Being happy and unhappy at the same time.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
4/6/2005
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| Happy Valentines Day!
I don't care if you don't like the big V. I think you are dumb
if you get mad because it's Valentine's day. I'm not a big fan of St.
Patrick's day, but you don't see me getting all fired up because I'm
not Irish.
To my mother I gave a large box of chocolates. I sent a balloon
to my sister, along with an inscription that read, "May the Schwartz Be
With You!" They liked them. My sister gave me a jar full of Kisses
topped with a veritable bush of mini Butterfinger bars and a balloon.
Urg, outdone.
I got for Kati a heart-shaped mug filled with Kisses (the
caramel kind)(and the mug wasn't shaped like a real heart), a gerbera
daisy, and a card I made by hand (with a poem I wrote personally). For
me, she sent some balloons and candy, and gave me a sparkly card
(store-bought, but I won't turn my nose up at something from her) and a
big box of cookies she made. I think I've been outdone again. I hope
she wasn't disappointed. I don't want her to be disappointed.
All-in-all, this is the first V I've ever had where ... well,
Kati was in it. And that means it's the first year I've ever really had
a sweet V. That thought becomes bittersweet, though. Poisonously so.
I'd better leave it.
Cheers, everyone!
love,
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| trill
through the crystal air
the note is heart
your words are fire
sing
'til your song is blood
your eyes are filled
with the holy fire
the Raven brings you roses
cupid is dressed in black
the funeral procession is gaining speed
you're bleeding on the rack
they're coming!
for a body-burning
they're coming!
they come with your coffin and wheels a-turning
(for your body)
you fell in love too quickly
your lover's love was false
she bled you out discreetly and now
you no longer have a pulse
pick up your bleeding body
don't make the harpy's day
your ghost is just strong enough
to carry you away
the castle walls are comfort
you find your lover's dagger
your blood cries out from open wounds
toward her chamber, you resolutely
stagger
long post, i know
got back from Hastings honor choir a while ago, it was great.
I'm downloading Dragostea Din Tei. I'll be happy once it's done. :)
love,
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| | You Are an Espresso |  At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic
At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung
You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping
Your caffeine addiction level: high |
| You Are 76% Abnormal |  You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You
are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is
somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
| What Your Face Says |  At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress. |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy |  In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
| You Are an Emo Rocker! |  Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
| Your Monster Profile |  Ultima Beheader
You Feast On: Bananas
You Lurk Around In: Corn Fields
You Especially Like to Torment: Lawyers |
| Your Fortune Is |  Man who run behind car get exhausted. |
| Your Birthdate: September 10 |  Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.
Your strength: Your ability to gain respect
Your weakness: Caring too much what others think
Your power color: Orange-red
Your power symbol: Letter X
Your power month: October |
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type A |  You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.
You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.
Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.
People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.
You are most compatible with: A and AB
Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hitler |
| Your Haloween Costume Should Be |  Jesus |
| Your 2005 Song Is |  Beverly Hills by Weezer
"My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me"
You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style! |
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| today was the second day i've seen Kati in her cheerleading uniform,
and it kind-of hit me--i'm actually this close to dating a cheerleader.
it's like, holy crap! i never thought i'd ever date a cheerleader.
but about that--so the last time i saw her uniform, it was colder out
so she had the pants and stuff, you know. but today, it was warmer, and
she was just wearing the standard uniform, (except for she also had the
long sleeves). and that really made me kind of nervous, because, i
mean.... well, you know, i, she,... i mean, she has nice legs,
and they kind-of made me nervous, i mean, because i was sitting next to
her and there they were, and yipes! what if i bumped into them? i guess
the bottom line is, legs make me nervous.
but that was really less of a deal than that sounds. because this
afternoon, we hung out. we didn't really do anything but chill out with
Kati's friend Becca (?). we talked and listened to crappy music and wow
do i ever enjoy spending time with kati.
:)
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| i'm working on my scholarship biosketch right now. well, i'm taking a breaky.
last night, i went to the game with Kati and Kristin and their friends and Shane.
Shane's still a freaking genius. we had fun being dumb. and it was cool
to spend time with Kati. i sat by her! :)
after the game, Kati and Kristin wanted iced cream, so we went
to
subway and hung out there until they closed. Kristin accused me of
having a "you're a retard" look, and i taught them all about snuff
pockets. then we went cruising. i
have to admit, i still find cruising to be pointless and weird and
silly, but last night was okay because i got to sit by Kati. that was
great.
i must say i really like my chemical romance.
on friday, i met Kati and we picked up some iced cream and tabloid
magazines and snuck them into the library. that was fun, i thought. she
said she had a good time. i hope she wasn't just being polite. i can
see how some people could have absolutely no fun doing that. it's
weird. but i thought it was fun.
the end for now.
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